I haven't been here for quite some time. Yeah, school has started. Assignments and quizzes are all passing through in a tremendously fast rate and I can hardly keep up with the pace of all the deadlines showing up like a series of endless waves. Well, that's that. I guess the only thing I can do is put more effort on those tasks...but this is not what I want to write about today.
It all came in a sudden and I really couldn't help but let it come. One can control his actions but it's almost impossible to control his feelings. When it happens, one can only accept the fact that it is inevitably going have a great influence on him.
It's good. It's bad. It's right. It's wrong. That just doesn't matter at all. I am in the middle of this kinda-delighted yet confusing and frustrating situation. I know it sounds really strange, but I am sure people who are in such conditions can totally relate to this description.
Knowing that writing this down is going to help very little in this circumstance, I still did it in order to remember the feeling right now, since it won't be like this for long. Nothing will.
